Black

It's all pitch black out there. A road leading to my goal, surrounded by darkness. I listen to this song, I feel like I am running away from everything, towards nothingness. How wonderfully we associate some songs to certain things, and every time we hear it, we re-live that situation. Brings back dormant memories.

I was listening to it on my way up and down the sameer hill road. The time, that time. Walks. Accident. Meeting people, on whom I had long given up. Thankless evening. Thankless night. A time wasted meaninglessly, this was what I felt when I finally came back, late at night. How do you feel when you give it so much, you attach so much, irrespective of other commitments, and the thanks and kisses are gloriously blown away specifically to others? Cheated? It's not new, neither the incident nor the person's capability. I smile. Feel like just saying, Fuck Off. I undo in my mind whatever was done, and I try to assign random arbitness to the order that existed. Successfully, to a large extent. Why assign meanings to things and people, when it's not even worth the thought?

Whatever is, is for the better.