In the moment

Things fall into their respective places, eventually. What have I been searching for? The answer is there, all for me to see and accept.

After a whole night of deliberation, discussion, and dissuasion, I realized this is finally what I wanted. I was already having what I wanted, and to realize this, I had to take a step forward, and come back. It all falls into its place. I am done with all that was taking me away from myself. I realized that finally it is myself I want to be with.

There is no such thing called love. You can love just about anyone. There is a thing called infatuation, but once being there, it won't happen again. There is no such thing as attachment. It's all about individual happiness, and you call it emotional attachment when both people mutually benefit by bending the other's way. Love and relationships are all about convenience, satisfaction and benefit. But then, so is everything in life.

There is so much to look forward to, like the morning walk by the lakeside, like the walk on wet sand by the sea. Sometimes, leave the people out of the picture and the picture is just perfect. I feel just too happy to sit back and dig out mistakes, too busy with myself to run after other people's secrets, too indifferent to wait for things to be uttered.